This time it wasn’t full of pain and regret

This time my eyes are watery because you’re far away

Because I can’t kiss you good night and wake up to your smile

I miss you

I miss how your eyes light up when you see me smiling

I miss that smirk on your face when a good song comes on the radio

I miss looking at you while you’re driving

I can only shed tears of happiness when I touch you

I cannot believe I met you

And that I have someone who knows every single detail about me but isn’t scared

You found a way to live with my past and you never doubted that I would go back to it

Thank you

 

This is the only way I would shed tears for anyone ever again.